So I thought today was going to be good, okay sleep, got to pet one of the therapy dogs as her owner checked in, people were being nice.

Then it blew up in my face. Basically a girl is treating me mean, most likely 'cause it kind of came up I am bi. I talked to another bi girl and another person and it made me feel a bit better. But today was just horrible.

I ended up having a panic attack and then I almost stopped breathing. I'm getting sick of my group though. One girl is to preachy and negative. Two come from inpatient and are just judgemental, one the one that started the whole bad day. It's just, hard to explain. Plus the adults are being asses.

My hands litterally hurt because I needed to punch something